Tuesday, November 15, 2011
Oh no (again)
Monday, November 14, 2011
Tuesday, November 8, 2011
Monday, November 7, 2011
Sup'? :)
I am chilling, caming with a friend his little brother walks in and is like "Sup" hehehe. Tomorrow I get my hair done. So excited eeeep. :)
Sunday, November 6, 2011
Oh hey there.
Hey there. So I haven't posted on here in a while. Its all good in Nebraska, I may start posting again I don't know yet. My Waffle (friend her nickname is Waffles) is here and we stumbled onto this. It's crazy old. Going to convince my mom into getting me lowlights yay :)
Tuesday, September 6, 2011
....
So remember that boy who said that in my last post, well I give up.
There's no hope I won't ever get to be with him and I want to be!
All I want is the impossible to be possible...
Sunday, September 4, 2011
Wednesday, August 24, 2011
Monday, August 22, 2011
Yay!
I'm totes ungrounded. Totally happy. Turned 15 yesterday. Katryna turned 21, and it was a good day!
Monday, August 8, 2011
My sister and I
So I took pictures of my sister today. Look and tell us what you think.
http://www.flickr.com/photos/66115390@N05/Saturday, August 6, 2011
....
Sooooo. Katrin got grounded and may not be posting very much.
For a month
Or two.
Maybe 6. Idunno.
Monday, August 1, 2011
Chapter 2
The oven timer starts to go off right as Matt walks in, perfect timing.
"Hey honey." Matt says as he comes in hugs me and kisses my neck.
I giggle then say "Don't kiss me there it tickles."
Matt laughs "Okay. Wow, you must have been busy today!"
He goes and hangs coat and puts his shoes away, for once. Most days they just go on the coach, or next to it.
"Yeah, I got bored between meals."
"Trish, honey, I have to tell you something important." He says seriously.
"Whats wrong, Matt?"
"Well, you have chocolate in your hair."
"That was your news? Well get it out!"
He walks over and whispers "Calm down." in my ear as he gets the chocolate out of my mid back ash blond curls.
"Hey, Matty, honey, what do you want for supper tonight?"
He ponders my oh so easy question for a few minutes and then finally says, "I am in a Chicken Stir fry mood."
"Oh, yeah that does sound good. Want rice?"
"Only if you're up to it."
"Yeah! Sounds great! I will go get that now. Wanna come?"
And again he ponders that question for another few minutes. sometimes I swear this man is stupid. "No, sorry, but I need a shower. Chasing bad guys is hard work."
"Okay, I will go to the store now then."
I run out of the house with keys, phone and wallet in hand. I hate driving, I really do. Yeah its fun, but there are so many risks. I have never gotten a ticket but I have done some stupid stuff. And the drive to the store isn't that bad. There aren't many cars and its only a few blocks away.
As I pull up to the store I see Nicole, one of my best friends.
"Hey Trish" She says as I am entering the store.
"Hi Nicole. How are you?"
"Well, just getting supper, you?"
"Same, we are having chicken so I better go, bye" I say as I enter the store and she is leaving.
Right as I enter the store I see Kaitalayden. I don't want to deal with this right now so I just walk by. I don't ignore her, I just don't pay any attention to her. She is a cute girl. With her brown waves to her shoulder and plain but beautiful dress.
As I am walking through the store I see so many kind faces. All smiling at me. As an FBI agents wife, everyone knows me, and I get a hi and hey one right after the after. Its almost annoying but I have to live with it and just quickly grab what I need and then drive back home.
I get home at around 5:30 and start to make supper, Matt isn't out of the shower and it doesn't take me long to make supper. When I get done making it, Matt comes out, we sit down and start to eat. I tell him about us not being able to have kids. He cries, he really does, and then its silent, for 20 minutes. Supper is very good tonight, but I just don't feel right. It hasn't hit me hard yet, but it will, just wait.
After we eat we go to bed. I get into my zebra pajama pants and Pooh Bear shirt and then get the four or five extra pillows off my bed. I don't see how I am tired, I got 16 hours of sleep last night. All I remember before I am out is Matt kissing me.
1:47 I am running to the bathroom, I get sick. It happens a few more times that night, whats wrong with me? I count 7 times total, I don't get it. My sister went through this when she found out she was pregnant with her fourth kid, but I can't be, I just can't I was even told by three different doctors.
6:35 my alarm clock is screaming.
"Are you okay?" Matt asks.
"Yes, I am fine." I snap.
" Okay, we are going to the doctor today, I don't care what you say."
"I don't want to!" I whine.
He makes a phone call.
"You have an hour and a half to get ready."
I get up and walk into the bathroom, I take my hair down and spend an hour straightening it, it helps, and it is way longer than when it is curly. I then do the normal girl thing, put on make up get dressed all that fun stuff the whole time grumbling under my breath.
I hate doctors, every time I walk into the office, I get asked what bone it is this time or how I don't have enough bones left to break. But that's just me being me. I have broken nearly every bone in my body, and my left arm four times, but I am fine, I haven't broken anything in over a year!
Our whole day ended up running from one doctor to another, we hear the same thing from them all, and the best news ever. I am pregnant! I had a one in a million chance and we got that one! I am so happy, I can't wait! We go to the fanciest place to eat in all of California to celebrate, since money really isn't a problem for us. Matt's dad died a few years ago and Matt and has mom had to evenly split 6 million dollars, so we are set for a while.
On the way home we stop by at Wal-Mart. Matt gets bananas and I get books since I love to read. When we get home I shower and then go to bed. I am so tired I fall asleep right away with out even talking to my husband.
"Hey honey." Matt says as he comes in hugs me and kisses my neck.
I giggle then say "Don't kiss me there it tickles."
Matt laughs "Okay. Wow, you must have been busy today!"
He goes and hangs coat and puts his shoes away, for once. Most days they just go on the coach, or next to it.
"Yeah, I got bored between meals."
"Trish, honey, I have to tell you something important." He says seriously.
"Whats wrong, Matt?"
"Well, you have chocolate in your hair."
"That was your news? Well get it out!"
He walks over and whispers "Calm down." in my ear as he gets the chocolate out of my mid back ash blond curls.
"Hey, Matty, honey, what do you want for supper tonight?"
He ponders my oh so easy question for a few minutes and then finally says, "I am in a Chicken Stir fry mood."
"Oh, yeah that does sound good. Want rice?"
"Only if you're up to it."
"Yeah! Sounds great! I will go get that now. Wanna come?"
And again he ponders that question for another few minutes. sometimes I swear this man is stupid. "No, sorry, but I need a shower. Chasing bad guys is hard work."
"Okay, I will go to the store now then."
I run out of the house with keys, phone and wallet in hand. I hate driving, I really do. Yeah its fun, but there are so many risks. I have never gotten a ticket but I have done some stupid stuff. And the drive to the store isn't that bad. There aren't many cars and its only a few blocks away.
As I pull up to the store I see Nicole, one of my best friends.
"Hey Trish" She says as I am entering the store.
"Hi Nicole. How are you?"
"Well, just getting supper, you?"
"Same, we are having chicken so I better go, bye" I say as I enter the store and she is leaving.
Right as I enter the store I see Kaitalayden. I don't want to deal with this right now so I just walk by. I don't ignore her, I just don't pay any attention to her. She is a cute girl. With her brown waves to her shoulder and plain but beautiful dress.
As I am walking through the store I see so many kind faces. All smiling at me. As an FBI agents wife, everyone knows me, and I get a hi and hey one right after the after. Its almost annoying but I have to live with it and just quickly grab what I need and then drive back home.
I get home at around 5:30 and start to make supper, Matt isn't out of the shower and it doesn't take me long to make supper. When I get done making it, Matt comes out, we sit down and start to eat. I tell him about us not being able to have kids. He cries, he really does, and then its silent, for 20 minutes. Supper is very good tonight, but I just don't feel right. It hasn't hit me hard yet, but it will, just wait.
After we eat we go to bed. I get into my zebra pajama pants and Pooh Bear shirt and then get the four or five extra pillows off my bed. I don't see how I am tired, I got 16 hours of sleep last night. All I remember before I am out is Matt kissing me.
1:47 I am running to the bathroom, I get sick. It happens a few more times that night, whats wrong with me? I count 7 times total, I don't get it. My sister went through this when she found out she was pregnant with her fourth kid, but I can't be, I just can't I was even told by three different doctors.
6:35 my alarm clock is screaming.
"Are you okay?" Matt asks.
"Yes, I am fine." I snap.
" Okay, we are going to the doctor today, I don't care what you say."
"I don't want to!" I whine.
He makes a phone call.
"You have an hour and a half to get ready."
I get up and walk into the bathroom, I take my hair down and spend an hour straightening it, it helps, and it is way longer than when it is curly. I then do the normal girl thing, put on make up get dressed all that fun stuff the whole time grumbling under my breath.
I hate doctors, every time I walk into the office, I get asked what bone it is this time or how I don't have enough bones left to break. But that's just me being me. I have broken nearly every bone in my body, and my left arm four times, but I am fine, I haven't broken anything in over a year!
Our whole day ended up running from one doctor to another, we hear the same thing from them all, and the best news ever. I am pregnant! I had a one in a million chance and we got that one! I am so happy, I can't wait! We go to the fanciest place to eat in all of California to celebrate, since money really isn't a problem for us. Matt's dad died a few years ago and Matt and has mom had to evenly split 6 million dollars, so we are set for a while.
On the way home we stop by at Wal-Mart. Matt gets bananas and I get books since I love to read. When we get home I shower and then go to bed. I am so tired I fall asleep right away with out even talking to my husband.
Saturday, July 30, 2011
Chapter 1
They started the summer I turned 13, then the visions were nothing. The first one I remember was the most adorable little old lady ever sitting on her front porch rocking back and forth in a little old rocker. She smiled at me, I waved back. I turned around to ask my dad something, when I turned back she was gone. I wasn't sad, and I wasn't scared she was gone, I was upset that she wasn't there anymore.
About two weeks before I turned 14 I saw another one. He was a little boy. I am guessing around eight or nine. I believe his name was Chant. I saw the whole thing. I saw everything. I saw what happened to that little boy, but i couldn't help him, no matter how hard I tried. He was gone, gone forever gone, gone as in not with us gone. That's when I had it, that's when I made them stop. Years had passed and I almost started to miss them. Then I got depressed. Depression didn't help me any so I got help. Right around my 20th birthday they started to come back. It was a bitter sweet victory. So much time had passed, I think six years.
They started with a girl. She was six. I saw her in so many places at so many different times. I found out her name was Kaitalyden Mai, but that's all I found out about her. And I have always wondered, is there more I should know?
"Trish." boomed my husband's voice.
I rolled over in bed and wished he was gone. I had so much to think about.
"What, Matt?" I yell back.
He walks in as he is fixing his tie. "Are you alright, honey?" he asked as sweet as he could.
"Yes, I am fine. Why?" I say trying no to sound to impatient.
He gave me the "you must be crazy look."
"Well," he started slowly, "you just look so much thinner, like you lost a lot of weight. You don't look healthy anymore."
"I am fine! 105 pounds is not that bad, Matt!" I almost yell.
"I know, its just not..not normal." He said with a grim frown, It was obvious he didn't want to be here. "Well, I have to go to work. I love you and do me a favor, EAT!" He said as he kisses my forehead and then leaves.
As he leaves I rolled my eyes. I love that man, but I have stuff going on, stuff he just doesn't get. I haven't told him yet. Is that sick, is that wrong? He doesn't know yet that we can't ever have kids, he doesn't even know about Kaitalayden Mai.
Matt is in the FBI. I hate it, I hate his job. He told me that if it makes me happy he will go back to school to become a construction worker. I couldn't do that to him, it just wouldn't be fair, and FBI fits him. He is six feet and three inches and buff, not just buff, I mean BUFF. He also looks awesome in a suit and tie. To top it all off he has a pretty girlie name, Matty.
Me, on the other hand. I am five feet and nine inches , I am a whole 105 pounds and have no muscle mass at all. I am by far under weight, but I am healthy, I really am. My full name is long it happens to be Trishena Katarina Kai, but to you and all others I am Trish, and only Trish.
I come from a large family. There were ten of us kids growing up. I was the oldest girl, oldest of five and I have five older brothers and my parents did pick favorites, and I wasn't one of them. We grew up on a large Angus Ranch in Mid Kansas, but now I have a beautiful Victorian corner house in North California just a few miles from the state of Oregon. It can get cold here, but since it is mid spring we see some high 80 days. And the kids are normally out playing but today is different.
And now I see her. Kaitalayden Mai. She wants water.
"Mom, I need water." she says sounding very tired. I have never heard her talk before.
"Yeah, sure, um okay this way." I get up walk to the kitchen with her behind me. I have never heard her talk is all I can think about as I grab a cup and pour water in it. She drank the water handed me the cup and went upstairs.
Wow, am I dreaming? Did that really happen? I remember waking up, talking to Matt. Its the middle of the day why would she just be waking up? This is all so weird, maybe getting her off my mind will help.
I do laundry, I mop the floor, dishes got done, and I vacuum everywhere I can. I walk upstairs slowly to see if she was still there. Gone. Out of sight. I don't get it. I wish she would stay.
Matt will be home soon, eight hours pass by so fast now a days. Oh, no, I forgot to eat, he doesn't need to know, but I do feel like cooking. Its only 3:07, to early to make supper to late for lunch. I might make Matt's favorite snack.Chocolate almond brownies topped with sliced bananas mixed in whipped cream. I think it sounds gross, but Matt loves it! And making brownies is easy.
I wonder what Kaitalayden likes. Whats her favorite food, color?
About two weeks before I turned 14 I saw another one. He was a little boy. I am guessing around eight or nine. I believe his name was Chant. I saw the whole thing. I saw everything. I saw what happened to that little boy, but i couldn't help him, no matter how hard I tried. He was gone, gone forever gone, gone as in not with us gone. That's when I had it, that's when I made them stop. Years had passed and I almost started to miss them. Then I got depressed. Depression didn't help me any so I got help. Right around my 20th birthday they started to come back. It was a bitter sweet victory. So much time had passed, I think six years.
They started with a girl. She was six. I saw her in so many places at so many different times. I found out her name was Kaitalyden Mai, but that's all I found out about her. And I have always wondered, is there more I should know?
"Trish." boomed my husband's voice.
I rolled over in bed and wished he was gone. I had so much to think about.
"What, Matt?" I yell back.
He walks in as he is fixing his tie. "Are you alright, honey?" he asked as sweet as he could.
"Yes, I am fine. Why?" I say trying no to sound to impatient.
He gave me the "you must be crazy look."
"Well," he started slowly, "you just look so much thinner, like you lost a lot of weight. You don't look healthy anymore."
"I am fine! 105 pounds is not that bad, Matt!" I almost yell.
"I know, its just not..not normal." He said with a grim frown, It was obvious he didn't want to be here. "Well, I have to go to work. I love you and do me a favor, EAT!" He said as he kisses my forehead and then leaves.
As he leaves I rolled my eyes. I love that man, but I have stuff going on, stuff he just doesn't get. I haven't told him yet. Is that sick, is that wrong? He doesn't know yet that we can't ever have kids, he doesn't even know about Kaitalayden Mai.
Matt is in the FBI. I hate it, I hate his job. He told me that if it makes me happy he will go back to school to become a construction worker. I couldn't do that to him, it just wouldn't be fair, and FBI fits him. He is six feet and three inches and buff, not just buff, I mean BUFF. He also looks awesome in a suit and tie. To top it all off he has a pretty girlie name, Matty.
Me, on the other hand. I am five feet and nine inches , I am a whole 105 pounds and have no muscle mass at all. I am by far under weight, but I am healthy, I really am. My full name is long it happens to be Trishena Katarina Kai, but to you and all others I am Trish, and only Trish.
I come from a large family. There were ten of us kids growing up. I was the oldest girl, oldest of five and I have five older brothers and my parents did pick favorites, and I wasn't one of them. We grew up on a large Angus Ranch in Mid Kansas, but now I have a beautiful Victorian corner house in North California just a few miles from the state of Oregon. It can get cold here, but since it is mid spring we see some high 80 days. And the kids are normally out playing but today is different.
And now I see her. Kaitalayden Mai. She wants water.
"Mom, I need water." she says sounding very tired. I have never heard her talk before.
"Yeah, sure, um okay this way." I get up walk to the kitchen with her behind me. I have never heard her talk is all I can think about as I grab a cup and pour water in it. She drank the water handed me the cup and went upstairs.
Wow, am I dreaming? Did that really happen? I remember waking up, talking to Matt. Its the middle of the day why would she just be waking up? This is all so weird, maybe getting her off my mind will help.
I do laundry, I mop the floor, dishes got done, and I vacuum everywhere I can. I walk upstairs slowly to see if she was still there. Gone. Out of sight. I don't get it. I wish she would stay.
Matt will be home soon, eight hours pass by so fast now a days. Oh, no, I forgot to eat, he doesn't need to know, but I do feel like cooking. Its only 3:07, to early to make supper to late for lunch. I might make Matt's favorite snack.Chocolate almond brownies topped with sliced bananas mixed in whipped cream. I think it sounds gross, but Matt loves it! And making brownies is easy.
I wonder what Kaitalayden likes. Whats her favorite food, color?
Its longer, and I guess... Not so good to me.
Thursday, July 28, 2011
REALLY!?
Alright, so I am so mad right now I could scream.
Nebraska's big rodeo is in town and I can't go.
At all. Not until I am 16. Which I am turning 16 next summer but after the rodeo so I'll have to wait two years to go!
Its not fair, its all because my dad says so.
He won't even give me a real answer. GRRRR!
Nebraska's big rodeo is in town and I can't go.
At all. Not until I am 16. Which I am turning 16 next summer but after the rodeo so I'll have to wait two years to go!
Its not fair, its all because my dad says so.
He won't even give me a real answer. GRRRR!
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
What I am working on.
Prologue
My name is Trish. I am 27 years old and my life is falling apart. Bit by bit and piece by piece and I think I am going with it.
I have a wonderful husband, but I don't know if I love him. My parents haven't talked to me in three months. Not to mention just a few days ago I found out I will never be able to have kids. But there are a few things that have pulled me through the last few months. My dreams, my love, and my visions.
I have a wonderful husband, but I don't know if I love him. My parents haven't talked to me in three months. Not to mention just a few days ago I found out I will never be able to have kids. But there are a few things that have pulled me through the last few months. My dreams, my love, and my visions.
I am going to post chapter 1 later on :) there are 2 done chapters in total and I am working on the third. I have 4582 words which is about 18 book pages.
Tuesday, July 26, 2011
Boy.
Boys are retarded.
One I like has a girlfriend and wants to have sex with my best friend.
One I hate wants me back. Also telling me about how he was going to have sex but her parents caught her sneaking out.
One I am totally in love with thinks I am 17. I have no idea how.
One I like only wants to have sex with me.
I mean really. What's there deal?
Friday, July 22, 2011
Hmmm.
I got sunburned. Baaaadddddd. Lately I have been really busy with boys and swimming and life in all so I may not post for a while.
Friday, July 15, 2011
Bleh!
So, I have a headache. Yesterday I went to a nice dinner and then swimming with my lovely friend Nicole. Well, we decided to dive in and swim from one end to the other. This pool is not wide enough for that and both of us hit our head. I have a bruised left forehead with a nice bump and scab, super attractive. Other then that I had a really good night. We went back to Nicole's mom's house and jumped on the trampoline until around 1 a.m. then played air hockey until 2. All in all a pretty good time except for the waking up at 7 to come to town. :P
Thursday, July 14, 2011
.....Really?
Alright, so I was riding in the car with my Sister and this guy walked by and smiled then waved, I waved back. No big deal. Well to me anyway, but my sister freaked out (in a good way of course). And so now I am not allowed out of the house lol. Back to spending my days alone in the basement with a couple cats, the internet, tv and books!
Wednesday, July 13, 2011
Music...
Alright, so I am a country girl. Hands down but I really am getting into other things.
Like Beyonce I love her!
Anyway, right now all I have been listening to for the past hour is If I Were A Boy by Reba and Beyonce (two versions) I just love it. Its kinda weird but oh well :P
Yesterday was a Today Is Your Day by Shania Twain day.
Also http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iEe3hBXZEyI&NR=1
Tuesday, July 12, 2011
I'm out of crackers.
Now what am I supposed to eat with my cheese?
Eh, oh well hehehe. So today was a lazy day I drew some and after I post this I think I might go read in my room with my cat.
I am in love with these AMAZING books. The first one is Beautiful Creatures and I am just finishing it the second one is Beautiful Darkness and I can't wait to finish it. Next I am going to read Water for Elephants and after that book I am going to make my mom buy me Maximum Ride: Saving the World and Other Extreme Sports and then Where The Heart Is. Can't wait!
Sunday, July 10, 2011
Ohhhh my.
Alright, so here in Nebraska its storming.
Our power just came back on from being out. We were fishing when it started and my expensive German jacket landed in the river! We were in such a hurry we let our huge fish go. It was scary! I have that fobia where you are scared of storms but its okay because I braved this one out!
Grrr...
I am completely having a bad hair day. I curled my hair every piece of it and its giant! I have no idea what to do so totally going to straighten it... I also get extensions tomorrow which I am more then excited about.
Saturday, July 9, 2011
Day 2!
Alright, so we lost 2 games and won 1. We play again at 4:45. A game highlight would have to be hitting a double. (: Also those amazing catches!
If our team loses we go home, if we win we play again at 6:30 (not much time for food...)
I am excited to play and can't wait to show them what our team is made of!
If our team loses we go home, if we win we play again at 6:30 (not much time for food...)
I am excited to play and can't wait to show them what our team is made of!
Friday, July 8, 2011
State Softball
So today my softball team plays at state. I am most likely am not going to get to play but I am okay with that, I feel sick. =/ And if we win who cares?
I have nothing else to say at the moment other then this is a very intriguing show (:
I have nothing else to say at the moment other then this is a very intriguing show (:
Thursday, July 7, 2011
What I like.
So, I love taking pictures and then editing them. I also love writing. I am going to post a link of pictures taken and edited by me (: http://www.flickr.com/photos/katrinsarah/.
And now I am going to think up a story and type it out.
“No, no daddy you can’t do this to me!” I scream as he shoves me a little further.
“You are one of the most ungrateful daughters your mother and I have ever raised! Now get in your room!” he yells as he slams the door after I am shoved in.
I start to bang on the door as I am crying and the tears are streaming down my face. But, he locked me in. After a few minutes my hands start to hurt so I turn around and slide down the door with my back. For a few minutes I just there in the middle of my giant pink and yellow ball gown. I am so mad that I rip off my left shoe and throw it across the room, next I do the same with my right. I am just about to rip off my tiara but that is too valuable so I grab and yank it out of my very nicely pinned up light brown hair, stomp over to the case it belongs on, set it on the pillow and put the glass case around it.
I hear something hit my glass sliding door leading to my balcony so I walk over to the doors to see the man I love standing there, at the bottom of my balcony. I open one door, walk out onto the balcony, look over, and yell to him “You got me in trouble.”
“Oh Princess I am very sorry.”
“Wait here.” What I do next is even beyond anything I have dreamed of. I grab a bag out of my closet with two of the plainest dresses I own, I shove them into the bag, then slip into some very normal shoes, tie the bag with a ribbon then walk over to the balcony. I stand above him yell “Catch this.” He then catches it and I climb down the vines. My plans are to never come back, lets see how far they take me.
And now I am going to think up a story and type it out.
“No, no daddy you can’t do this to me!” I scream as he shoves me a little further.
“You are one of the most ungrateful daughters your mother and I have ever raised! Now get in your room!” he yells as he slams the door after I am shoved in.
I start to bang on the door as I am crying and the tears are streaming down my face. But, he locked me in. After a few minutes my hands start to hurt so I turn around and slide down the door with my back. For a few minutes I just there in the middle of my giant pink and yellow ball gown. I am so mad that I rip off my left shoe and throw it across the room, next I do the same with my right. I am just about to rip off my tiara but that is too valuable so I grab and yank it out of my very nicely pinned up light brown hair, stomp over to the case it belongs on, set it on the pillow and put the glass case around it.
I hear something hit my glass sliding door leading to my balcony so I walk over to the doors to see the man I love standing there, at the bottom of my balcony. I open one door, walk out onto the balcony, look over, and yell to him “You got me in trouble.”
“Oh Princess I am very sorry.”
“Wait here.” What I do next is even beyond anything I have dreamed of. I grab a bag out of my closet with two of the plainest dresses I own, I shove them into the bag, then slip into some very normal shoes, tie the bag with a ribbon then walk over to the balcony. I stand above him yell “Catch this.” He then catches it and I climb down the vines. My plans are to never come back, lets see how far they take me.
Wednesday, July 6, 2011
Just Me
I have no idea what to do here. First time blogging. So I am going to start this way.
I feel like telling everyone about me, just so they have a grasp of who I am. So they get how different I see it, it's not that hard to figure me out but I am pretty complex.
I want to be a writer when I grow up. Some days I feel like being a photographer but my biggest dream is singing, which is crazy. I just have that dream where I am standing up there and everyone is yelling my name, like they all love me. Then I think about all those people out there who are better but yet if I want to I can still make it.
Some more about me, I also love the colors green and blue. Green for the fact that its everywhere and it makes me feel peaceful. Blue because when I am in the water I feel calm and like the world is all there. I am trying to get my mom to let me have scuba lessons but that's out of my range.
I live in a place I hate, one day I am going to leave and never come back. I have hopes and dreams of traveling the world but I am hoping no one asks about me. I hope no asks the stupid stuff like "Oh, has she settled down yet?" because that would make me upset. I have hopes, I have dreams but I am still me. ~Katrin
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